My name is Nicole Pulvermacher. I am a certified Life Coach, an Emotion Code practitioner, a Master I and II Tibetan Reiki Master, and an Ordained Minister. I have a degree in digital media design and freelance in photography. So, in a nutshell, I am a spiritual facilitator and teacher with a great eye for design (wink, wink) but most importantly I am a woman who is walking in my truth. I am 100% in alignment with who I am, my soul, and my soul’s purpose. Let me explain a bit about the 100% part... that doesn't mean I am perfect and always happy. It just means I've learned to embrace the moments that are off... I've learned to honor the process and live in my truth.
Have you ever wondered why the same cycles keep repeating themselves generation after generation?
In my work as a spiritual facilitator and teacher it became very clear that the victims and the victimizers are holding the same pain in their hearts. In my personal life I’ve experienced being on both sides of many situations. I feel it is important for me to share with you some of what I've overcome so that you can understand me.
At age 5 I was diagnosed with dyslexia and held back a year. I went to a majority “white school” I dated outside of my race and was bullied for it. I became pregnant at 19 and was a single mom. I’ve been in physically and verbally abusive relationships. I have disappointed my friends and have been disappointed by them. I had issues with my family members. I carried deep grief in my heart after my boyfriend died (transitioned) alone while being in solitary confinement for 30+ days. Years later, I watched his mother die of cancer because she did not know how to release the pain of how her son died. I’ve been cheated on and have been the other woman. I became a grandma at age 36 and carried the guilt of thinking how I could have been a better mom. I truly hated my son's father and now I see the same hate I held for my sons father is the same hate in my granddaughters mom’s eyes when she looks at my son. I see the shadow side my son is carrying from that his father and I passed downed to him. I’ve had abortions and watch my sister have a miscarriage. The shame, guilt and grief we carried was the same.
These are just a few of my trials and tribulations but they have taught me the art of letting go. I learned that forgiveness is a choice and that not everyone is ready to forgive at the same time. I also learned how to forgive without getting an apology and I’ve watched people wait to be forgiven before they could even start forgiving themselves. In order to break the cycles we must really start to look within. My journey has taught me how to embrace my weaknesses and lead with my strengths. It has taught me how to lead with love, compassion, and understanding and how to truly love myself.
It would be my honor if you would go on a healing journey with me. The key to bridging the gap between “us and them” is to see “us in them”. When we are angry we cannot be loving. As a laws of attraction student for 10 years now I’ve gotten pretty good at moving up the emotional scale. Just like the Fibonacci Spiral first there was 1 then 1 + 1 = 2. The key to freedom is in honoring our shadow side. Dealing with the truma instead of running away from it. Are you ready to honor all parts of yourself? Are you ready to free yourself and release our ancestors and the next generations from our past mistakes?
It’s time to fall in love with seeing yourself in the other person. In their strengths and weaknesses. It’s time to be honest with yourself about what is really mirroring back at you.